Summer 2018
Identity orbits around the questions: Who am I? And, what makes me feel good about me?
Identity relates to our basic values that lead us to the choices we make (e.g., marriage, relationships, career, children, volunteer work, etc). These choices reflect who you are and what you value.
A person holds various perceptions of themselves; father, athlete, lawyer, friend. Each position has its own meaning and becomes internalized as “my identity”.
We begin the exploration of “who am I?” in childhood as a function of normal development. And in early adolescence, we become acutely aware of the contradictions within ourselves: I act one way with my friends and another way with my parents and another way with my teachers.
We all have an innate yearning to develop and nurture choices that are consistent with our true self. To deny the true self is to deny the best within us.
Dr. Terry Wardle is a Christian author and provides outstanding Christian-oriented trainings for psychologists, therapists and spiritual directors. I’ve had the opportunity to attend two of his trainings in Ashland, Ohio.
In his book, Identity Matters: Discovering who you are in Christ, Dr. Wardle explains that identity is the foundation upon which we build our individual uniqueness. Identity secures that which satisfies our deepest longings.
Understanding our identity really does matter. It is the foundation of well-being, self-esteem, and self worth that directly influences our quest for purpose and significance in life.
Unfortunately, as children, we develop strategies to feel good about ourselves, building our identity around performance and/or people pleasing. As we move into adulthood, those strategies strengthen and become narrow, twisting, dead-end pathways. There is no sustainable sense of security, happiness or connection.
Do you identify with one or the other of these statements?
- People-Oriented Identity: I feel good about myself when certain people are happy with me.
- Performance-Oriented Identity: I feel good about myself when I’m meeting/exceeding my performance goals
Most people want the source of their problems to come from the outside and they hope the solution is the same. But, the most important work that sets us free, is based on our identity in Christ and that takes place deep within our souls.
People are wearing themselves out on this treadmill of self-promotion, achievement and pleasing others — unaware that their identity has been built on shifting sand.
This bears emphasizing…..there is nothing wrong with hard work and doing things for others. The point is — other people and performance cannot create a sustainable joy and happiness in how we feel about ourselves.
A solid Christian identity rests upon the rock solid promise that we are the children of God — and that is enough to sustain us.
I can’t proclaim that my identity is built on Christ and twist in the wind when certain people are disappointed in me (people identity) or beat myself up because I failed at something (performance identity).
If you get the foundation right, everything else comes together. Get the foundation wrong, life or work or relationships can feel shaky, insubstantial, tenuous and/or flimsy.
This concept of identity is transformational. Identity Matters helps to get the foundation right.
The journey forward to our true self in Christ is a journey backward to the woundings that created our false self.
~ Dr. Terry Wardle, author